Days can be hard and long. Lately it feels like my body is constantly fighting against me. I’m not going to sugar coat it, it sucks and is hard.
It feels like so many things I eat don’t sit well with me and then I’m paying for it later with fatigue, stomach pain, or something else. I can’t eat food like most people and not think of what the consequences might be later. I have to consider how it will affect me and the rest of my day or even the next day.
Not understanding your body is hard. Not knowing what my hormones are doing is so frustrating at times. My cycle is not “normal”, my acne is constant, and other symptoms have come up as well.
But with all of this frustration and struggle, I know one thing for sure. God is still good. He has a plan and a purpose (that I do not understand). I am still loved by the creator of the universe and so many others, even though I struggle to love myself lately.
Sometimes we just need to give it to God and eat some food and take a rest. God told Elijah that and sometimes we need to do the same thing!
Heavy on the grace. Trying to surrender. Praying for the healing. ❤️
