Some days I wish my body was more normal. I know normal isn’t a thing and we are all different. God made us all unique and special with different abilities and talents.
But some days, I wish I understood my body a little more and it was a little more typical to most women.
I’m super grateful to be out of survival mode, for the most part, and way less stressed than I have been in years! I’m just frustrated that my body still has “big” issues that I thought would be a lot better once my hormones were more stabilized. Also, I don’t understand why my cycles are this way. And it’s just been this way the last two months, not before that (which is weird!).
Maybe there’s something else going on. But maybe there isn’t. I really don’t know… and right now, I have more questions than answers.
God is still good, even if I don’t understand or like this. He is still in control.
I have hope that the questions will be answered, sometime. Waiting and growing is part of the journey. Part of life. And also a big part of health journeys that so many people face. Countless individuals struggle with physical or mental health things everyday. All we can do is be kind, pray for them, and share our stories to know that they are not alone in whatever they are going through.
Focusing on growth and grace today. ❤️
Growth, Grace, and Healing 