Sometimes the mask starts to crack and gives way to all the thoughts and feelings below.
Today the mask has broken open and everything is spilling out..
It’s hard to be sick all the time. Literally, I was sick with something about a month ago. I’ve been doing all the right things with adding so many immune boosting things to my everyday routine.
My high stress levels must be letting things in to my body and even though it’s trying to fight it all off, it’s not enough.
This pull between what I am doing as a job and what I want to do is getting harder to resist. But the problem is that doesn’t seem very easy to do right now by myself.
God has a plan but sometimes it’s not easy to see what he’s doing. I trust Him. But today is harder to see what He’s trying to show or tell me.
Praying for healing. Praying for understanding.
Growth, Grace, and Healing 