The Pain of Loss

The pain of loss is sometimes the same but then other times it hits you like a speeding train and you can’t find your way out of the rubble.

You know that life for you or that friend will never be the same as it was before. That person, that family is forever changed, forever scared with the loss they have to face every single day.

The pain that you face of watching someone that you care deeply for loose someone they have prayed for years, hopes and dreamed of just gone is so very heartbreaking. It’s just a crushing pain and you can do almost nothing to help them.

I feel broken and helpless. I wish I could do something to help them, but that is not possible, as God decided to take this life for some reason, which we do not know why and probably won’t know why in this life time.

I haven’t cried this hard and felt this heartbroken in years. It’s hard. It’s devastating. The pain is real. The pain of knowing my best friend is really, really hurting and I can do nothing to help her. Nothing but pray. So pray I will do.

God, we don’t understand why you took this life and it really hurts. Please bring comfort and peace. ❤️