What an awful Monday. This morning was fine but then I had a slight fender bender this afternoon and it just made everything harder the rest of the day. Emotionally I was spend and mentally I was trying to juggle everything still going on for the rest of the day.
And because of today and new things that need to be done, this is where my brain jumps: I just want a day where I can do absolutely nothing and anything at the same time! I want a ME day. I want a day where I can sleep super late, binge watch shows or a movie, bake, shop, or take a nap. Everything feels so go, go, go lately and I really don’t like it. I need chill time. I need a relax and reset time.
Sometimes I forgot that I have anxiety issues and then BOOM, it pops right back up and everything just seems so overwhelming.
Yes, this afternoon, and today in general, could have been so much worse and I’m grateful that it wasn’t. But it’s still hard on top of the heavy stuff of just regular day to day life and different symptoms I’m dealing with.
~ Look for the good and give yourself grace. ~
Growth, Grace, and Healing 